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He thought of her often, in sunlight or moon beams, her smile, the twinkle of her eyes, was it real or unreal? Just a figment of a different time, the possibilities of a life, a different life, where things go almost well, at least they don't go wrong. She comes often, sometimes in person, others as an illusion, a vision of deep sleep, perhaps as a daydream, occasionally as a nightmare. He wanted her but his loyalties lie elsewhere, in ancient vows. But things were different then and things are different now. He looks for freedom, only to find himself trapped in nets and chains, that lie between him and himself, can they be cut, can he escape, the bonds of love, does he want to escape? the reality of the familiarity, verse the comfort of knowing, of accepting the changes to come, even after all that has happened, But now she sits smiling at him, she says "how's it's going" he says "life sucks" she says "let's just go" He says "I don't know" and each to their homes does go.
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